______________*Hamsters.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

WITH ME; ):

like i've said, i'll bleed it all out to show you i love you.

there's so much to say in my heart,
i do not know where i should start.
the presence you give, i sense it no more.
though you're right beside me, i'd this feeling you're gone far away.
maybe it's true,
that you're the only one for me, but i'm the only one for you.

so many nights,
so many days,
i tried to hold on,
but you turn away..
you gave me that stare.
that look in your eyes, it scares me.
the promises you made, i keep it holding.
to know you're always there,
to hear my every prayer inside i'm clinging to,
promise of a lifetime.

getting up to my senses,
slowly, i'm losing my defences.
all i am, all i ever be,
i give myself up to you.
it's your choice how you choose to do with me,
but baby, you know that deep inside,
forever i will always be, here for you.

i love you, and i'm missing you so very much ):

12:24 PM;HamstersY

Monday, September 1, 2008

EVEN IF YOU DON"T, I DO.

spare a thought. please tell me you do.
because it's worse to see how days past,
with all this going so fast.

YES. damn shits. i'm down with a flu & fever.
and apparently, sucker. ):
life's surrounded with a tissue box, ahh choooooo.
ah well.
seems like studying date with BB is productive.
yes. managed to sutdy 8 hours of maths today (:
wonders! heh, wonder if i'm able to tmr with physics/chem.
(:

bro, you're freaking mean k.
wipes! i wanna kill you now!! >:[

yes alkene, i miss you. (:
more than anything, please be my C.O.A tomorrow yo.
& jasmin! it's been like years since i saw you, hurry go tuition! muahaha
bowl head, A, B, C, let me see. did i miss D? :P

7:15 PM;HamstersY

Saturday, August 30, 2008

MR SUN hurry shine down ):

because shit, i'm dead.
i've got a 6 by 3.5 cm wide mosquito bite. SHIT PIE
which is 21cm² ):
& mum's forcing me to wear a dress for granny's birthday dinner party tonight.
& i said, i'll only wear if the weather's gonna rain.
which seems like, heaven is not helping me at all!
argh.

3:58 PM;HamstersY

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

MORE THAN JUST LOVE.

baby drowned me today (:
yes, it seems productive today.
love her love her love her so!
she's motivating me more & more.
getting up into my motivation!
muahah.

because you just left me drowned into the sea of "love" with you,
i couldn't stop looking at you.
i'm going to love you more than ever.
till the day we part,
please believe in me,
i'll do the best for you,
and i'll give you the best you want from me.
just give me time, and i'll prove you so.
love, me! :D

8:53 PM;HamstersY

Monday, August 25, 2008

I"M HEREBY PROCLAIMING,

i'm going to date TEXTBOOKS, ASSESMENT BOOKS & PAPERS FROM NOW TILL 12 NOVEMBER!
baby,
for now, i'm going to love you like i'm never gonna see you tomorrow,
every day, spending endless time with you..

but,
but,
BUT,
we're only going to last our relationship for 2 months, then goodbye, my "love"

9:29 PM;HamstersY

Sunday, August 24, 2008

I NEED YOU, TONIGHT.

Open up your heart to me

And say what's on your mind, oh yes.

I know that we have been through so much pain,

But i still need you in my life this time.

And i need you tonight,

I need you right now

I know deep within my heart

It doesn't matter if it's wrong or right

I figured out what to say to you

But sometimes the words they come out so wrong, always they do

And I know in time that you will understand

That what we have is so right this time

All those endless time we tried to make it last forever more

And baby I know,I need you

deep within my heart.

seems like i'm posting more in LJ than blogger.

whoops,

anyway, church with the norms again.

yes, somehow i sense something deep within me,

but it doesn't seem to show.

oh well.

i don't wanna bother about it any longer.

too tired to keep playing games with my heart.

things with best is alright now,

CHEERS! (:

everything is back to normal.

we're the one, who's fated to be the best for each other.

because deep inside, you know me too well,

and you seen me through thick and thin.

i love you, best (M & SC)

and clique, you guys are my everything as well,

i love you all..

everything that you do,

guys, i'm amazed by you.

P.S:" after weeks of playing badminton,

now my knee's injured ):

B.A.D! oh my oh my..

6:38 PM;HamstersY

Saturday, August 23, 2008

"TIME TO HIT THE BOOKS" (:

because deep inside your heart,
you know, you'll always be my best.

for all the things i did not do right,
and have not done,
i'm sorry.
but i promise you i'll do whatever it takes to keep our friendship going,
as you'll always be a part of me.
deep inside,
you know you mean too much to me.
love, me.

ah yes, mum has decided to let me go for SJS youth rally on 8sept.
yes, time with god is more important than anything else.
a day's study can be sacrificed for the love of god.
praying never count the days, it's the heart that counts. (:

had chem tuition, & luckily miss ng didn't smack my butt to the moon yet.
cause chem prelim papers ain't brought home! hees,
and studying amaths & chem is kinda productive?
quite effective. haha soon i shall date SS and phy. ahh yes. ):

apparently, my knee's sprained?
ah damn. damn pain, guess i played too much of badminton and stuff,
until it accumulates,
and this is what happens! ):
going to date the senseh tomorrow,
& best was like, good luck, hearing all the cracks.
YUCKS ):

decided to unlock blog again,
because clique said it's troublesome ):
ahahha, so yes. here it is alive to all again!

8:28 PM;HamstersY

Thursday, August 21, 2008

REVOLVING STARS (:

school's tiring man. ah yes. very tiring to be exact.
everyday's life is practically revolving around tests and worksheets :/
i don't like, yucks!
& life of looking if any DM's around. to beware of my fringe.

but life's always best with bests & clique.
because they just so know how to brighten up your day (:
with GLADDYS:" LE MAO FAO,
bestie's laughing gases & tickles.
vg's tickles and "scoldings"
bimbo's always SAY AGAIN! (:
haha. i miss those gags, pig & stars ):

lunch-ed with bests & chee.
oh my, i'm tempted to go to evan's uncle farm now! ):
ahh, hurry O's please be over. & SC and marcelle are funny peeps.
they wanted to go Avril Lavigne's concert on 8Sep, but O's ain't over.
LOL! funny shit.
studied with Marcelle afterwhich.
quite productive eh? (:
managed to do quite a load of math sums!
heh, and yes, went walking to smell her perfume!
ahha & she sprayed some fruity smell on me.
YIKES! ):

(: didn't get to see power supply in tuition yesterday.
but everyday would be a better day. so yeah,
fate will come in awhile's time. hohoho.

so much for me caring for you,
bothering about you,
cheering you up, being there all the time,
but look what's the outcome.
what more can i say? :/

7:06 PM;HamstersY

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

CHOO CHOO BIRD :O

been having runs since friday, and apparently, it isn't okay yet.
whatever. annoyed to the max!
and bimbo's sick ):
aww man, get well soon yeah?
chan didn't came school too ):
had maths & english lessons today, quite boring,
but had fun in maths class (:
assembly was a bore, i swear.
falling asleep.
ah yes, ah pek and ah ma's just make clique laugh mad, but gross-ed out too.
lol! damn hilarious. haha disgusting uhhhh.

testimonial still in process. damn it.

7:27 PM;HamstersY

Monday, August 18, 2008

STUPID RUNS, stomach-aches ):

school's fine.
had O's english oral.
hoped i didn't screw (:
anyway, idk what to post today, but everything just make me gloomy.
stupid stomach ache makes things worse ):
damn worse.
came home and L.S like 2 alrd.
and now, it's still churning. fuck lah.

anyway, been juggling with two blogs.
LJ OR BLOGGER? or both? hmm hmm hmm...

you make me wonder.
all day all night. (:
eye candy.

10:07 PM;HamstersY